Hope

After wedding day in September 2008, we plan to get baby.. we know he or she will be granted to us by god when fate is came.. obviously, we miss out the fate in first month. I actually decided to get conceived only after December 2008.. cos i got my hair perm in September, I read from an article, better to get conceived after 3 months of chemical treatment. WH disagree, as he felt, not easy to get a baby, we shouldn't do any contraception. So.. my hope to get conceived getting stronger.. may be i hate about dissapointment every month. :)

Frankly, I don't felt any pressure to get pregnant.. just that.. i don't like the feeling of waiting and dissapointing.. I'm kind of person..run out of patient easily.. Emm.. I know I should improve in this area.. and I really tried my best to againts impatient.. seems the result was not favourable.. ha ha..

I did check my temperature everyday, after a low temperature last weekend, my temperature was shoot up to 36.6 degree celcius. It has been 2 days in high temperature, and this need to keep on for another 2 weeks then only it will gives me the first indicator of pregnant.. ha ha.. c how it goes la.. :)